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CARRD LAST UPDATED:
November 1st 2024!
What Am I?
I'm a brain in a 20 year old human named Nic, Niko, Grimmy, and/or Nicholas! (Nic, Niko, and Grimmy preferred casually and preferred in general, Nicholas preferred similarly to the others, but also for formalities!)
For pronouns I prefer he/him/his, xe/xem/xer / ze/zim/zis, and being referred to as 'one' or 'this/that one'! (AND I am open to any neos being used on me EXCEPT it/its. Allow me to be your vessel to experiment with them I don't mind) I am very much white and American! My sexuality is queer as in "I'm not gonna pick a more specific label, to be human is to be fluid, I wouldn't know which I am". I don't particularly resonate with being human, so I think of myself as a non-human human-wannabe, if that's a thing at all! And I am autistic! Welcome to my carrd!Those weird personality results: I?TJ, 5w4 (Absolutely subject to change, I think these things are mostly just silly, don't take it as my gospel)The names of my two personas/characters are Principle Nicholas "Nic" and Grimini "Grimmy" Cricket Crocus! Nic is the mushroom crown guy I use most of the time for myself! Grimmy is the jellyfish flowy guy!Other names I like for myself that you can use for me: Stan(ley) !!, Beepo !!, Goopert/Goobert/Gilbert !!, Ghoul, Lalna, Scott, Waldo, Wallis
What Do I Do?
I'm an artist!!! I specialize in 2D digital art. I've been drawing for most of my life, since I was 9, and after struggles and insecurities that all angsty art teens go through, I think my art is pretty good lookin' when I really go at it!!!Other than an artist, I've also dabbled in voice acting! I think I'm pretty good at it! if you've ever seen my super old one-take webcomic dubs from I was 12-13, that's exactly the type of voices I love to do. I've had a knack for voice acting for a while!I also write from time to time! I used to write original stories for my OCs, (and I'd write WAYYY too much, one has a chapter at 100k words) and nowadays I write 1-2 fanfiction pieces once a year at best! No, you will never see it. (Unless you ask nicely)I also have SOME skill in singing, video editing, and in being a general nuisance! that last part is a joke. Or is it...?
What Do I Like?
MANY MANY THINGS.
You have no idea what question you have just asked. Let's start with fandoms I'm in and my favorite people from it!!!Variety YTers/Streamers - BadBoyHalo & Skeppy (2-in-1 deal do NOT separate them), Slimecicle, Quackity, Snapcube, RTGame, (And lots more!)K-Pop - ATEEZ is my one and only, but I consider myself a multi because I listen to and casually keep up with majority girl groups and female soloists! This is mostly because ATEEZ raised my standards too high when it comes to boy groups, lol.Persona - Everyday I find a reason to love Goro Akechi, Ren Amamiya, Futaba Sakura, honestly the whole P5 cast, and Yosuke Hanamura moreMASHUP WEEK (Classic and Megamix) - My new favorite thing recently!! My Mashup Week: Megamix mains are Forum Freakshow(!!!), Neil Cipher, Rick Hentai(!!!) and Bad Girlz! followed up by characters I can't help but root for, Kid Cobra, Reanimatedd(!!!), Ruler of Everything, MAD/EON, Detective Hat Kid, and gSports!QSMP - I'M A FILTHY MINECRAFT SMP-ER IM SORRY At least QSMP encourages me to learn things!!! ANYWAY, Q!Slimecicle my beloved, Q!Badboyhalo my beloved, Q!Quackity my beloved, Q!Tina my beloved, Q!Bagi my beloved, Q!Foolish my beloved, Q!Baghera my beloved, Q!Jaiden my beloved, Q!Philza my beloved, I honestly love them all but I'm naming people I watch the VODs of, notice how autistic my taste in men is (also autistic), I'm delusional and believe Skeppy will be added for lore reasons, Juanaflippa, Dapper, Pomme & Richas are my favorite eggs, Cucurucho is so evil but adorable and gender ambiguous so like I HAVE to love it though I am terrified of it AND hate it, Q!Slimeriana misser, Q!Skephalo craver, Q!Badboyhalo must be shipped withe everyone it's just my nature, CUCUHALO UR SO CANON?, INCREDIBLY LOUD GEGG ENTHUSIAST. most of this above was written prior to qsmp ending. i miss u everyday qsmp. come home soon qsmp2 and bring q!bbh with u. i miss him.Synthesized Voices - Hatsune Miku is miss all rounder, but I also love Kagamine Rin and Len, GUMI, Megurine Luka, MEIKO, SF-A2 Miki, Nekomura Iroha and Utatane Piko! and I love UTAUs like Kasane Teto, Mawarine Shuu, Denatsu Sora, Suzu, Nizimine Kakoi and Sekka Yufu! i also like SynthV!Webcomics - I read a ton!! I love Paranatural and This Is Not Fiction first and foremost!! In no order, from the top of my head, I also read/read (Confusing distinction but you know what I mean,) Monsterpulse, Alice And The Nightmare, Sleepless Domain, Devil's Candy, Magical How?, Todd Allison and the Petunia Violet, Wilde Life, Monsterkind, Cucumber Quest, Ava's Demon, Sparklecare, Gloomverse, The Property of Hate, HOMESTUCK I GUESS, Oddport Academy, Harpy Gee, Goodbye to Halos, Gunnerkrigg Court, The Glass Scientists, Cut Time, Demon Street, Peritale, Anarchy Dreamers, Pinky & Pepper Forever, Saint of Rent, Namesake, Lackadaisy, Elephant Town, Nix of Nothing, Augustine, Barbarous, Love Not Found, Balderdash, Freakshow, In Blood We Rise, Tiger Tiger, Solstoria, Mortifer and possibly others I'm forgetting!
Currently reading: Mortifer (finally getting around to cq's super old webcomic, it's definitely has it's issues in the morality department but i understand cringy past selves are only cringy past selves)
Planning to read: i dunno :3Pokémon - My first Pokémon game was technically Pokémon Pearl but I refuse to believe it was preowned this whole time and that as a little baby I DID name my character "Bart" and I DID pick Chimchar. Anyway, I really got into Pokémon with X & Y, having got X, and I've also got Pokémon Alpha Sapphire, Moon, Ultra Sun, Shield, and Violet! Choosing favorites is hard, but I love Fairy types, and Ghost and Dragon are cool too! I love the Ultra Beasts!!! I am also a New Gen PKMN enjoyer & defender. :) My favorite characters are (in order of OG game release appearance) Wally | Looker | Sycamore, Lysandre, Clemont, Valerie | Hau, Gladion, Lillie, Nebby, Guzma, Lusamine | Bede, Nessa, Raihan | Nemona, Arven, Penny, Clavell, Jacq, Salvatore, Dendra, Larry, Iono, Rika, Grusha, All 5 Team Star bosses (i may be forgetting some!)Lightning round list of fandoms I have had a big interest in that I think fondly of but are currently not big in my mind - Eddsworld, Undertale, FNaF, Danganronpa, Gravity Falls, Spore, The Stanley Parable, MLP:FiM, Littlest Pet Shop, Scribblenauts, Hamilton: The Musical, Steven Universe, Star VS., Ace Attorney (Trilogy, DD, SoJ), ZUBO, Camp Camp, RWBYI cannot think of other notable fandoms right now, so that's it!!!Characters I relate to THE MOST (NOTE: If there is a ★ on anyone's name, it's because I think they're autistic like me, because I say so): Futaba Sakura★ (Persona 5), Erios Nimis★ (Ava's Demon), Omori/Sunny★ (OMORI), Spinel★ (Steven Universe), Q!BadBoyHalo★ (QSMP), Steven (Steven Universe), Sun★ (FNAF:SB), Stanley★ (Spiritfarer), Wallis Gloom★ (Gloomverse), Max★ (Sam & Max), The Narrator★ (The Stanley Parable), Isaac O'Connor★ (Paranatural), Penny★ (Pokémon Scarlet & Violet), Sanzy Fresh★ (Underfresh), Error Sans★ (Ask Error)Relate to LESS but still relate to: Q!Slimecicle+Gegg★ (QSMP), Forum Freakshow★ (Mashup Week: Megamix), Goro Akechi★ (Persona 5) Violet★ (Monsterpulse), Zoeya Proasheck★ (Blackrock Chronicles), Rythian Enderborn★ (Blackrock Chronicles), Legato (Cucumber Quest), Apollo Justice (Ace Attorney), Athena Cykes★ (Ace Attorney), Fluttershy★ (MLP:FiM), Rarity (MLP:FiM)NOTE: I am (most likely) a casual fan of every fandom/media/content creator I didn't rave over! I am also, when aware and/or down the rabbit hole, knowledgeable about criticisms and try to make my own criticisms of the content I absorb! I am prone to separating art from artist and holding onto special interests that I, due to events, feel negatively about! In turn, I minimally or not at all engage verbally with the wide-range fandom because 1. I feel negatively about what/who the content is (Believe it or not, I don't like surrounding myself with what makes me feel bad,) and/or 2. I don't like the fandom! All of this is to say if you take me too seriously just based on problematic aspects you THINK I enjoy, you do not get me one bit! I hate the bad parts/people too but golly gee do I enjoy everything else and nothing's wrong with that! Same answer to why it's fandom instinct to want to rewrite scenes and do canon divergent fanfiction! (Examples being Danplan, Plan3, DSMP, Danganronpa, etc.)
What about OTHER things, right?I like all colors around cyan, blue, indigo, purple, pink, and sunset red!Some aesthetics I like are Weirdcore + Internetcore / Webcore + Retrocore + Vaporwave + Fruitiger Aero! I love the crunchy, dated, and fading away vibe I get from these!I love getting nostalgic with old games from my childhood! Like Littlest Pet Shop DS games, Webkinz, Hello Kitty: Big City Dreams, ZUBO, ROBLOX, and more!I like learning Spanish! I've learned a lot in less than a year and hope to commit harder so I can speak it and type it with ease :) Thank you QSMP for inspiring me even if I hopped onto language learning later than others, I had a headstart just from the server itself!I like all kinds of music that I can project my special interests onto, but my favorite genres are synthwave, various pop genres, and all kinds of indie music!My simple comforts in life are Badboyhalo streams, the Stephen + Hosuh dynamic, anything related to my sillies, crunchy music, and yummy food. :)
Boundaries
(Some of these pertain to me posting in general, and some pertain to how you speak about or with me!)-I'd prefer tone indicators be used when something can be mean and/or misunderstood! Also for references, because I am sometimes out of the loop with certain references! (Mostly pertaining to Tiktok) (People say things like "That really glomped the knob" What do you MEAN) (PLEASEEE ELABORATE YOUR TIKTOK JOKES PLEASEEEE I WANT TO LAUGH TOO)-When using gendered words like king, queen, royalty, etc. for me, be sure to lean more towards masculine and gender neutral terms! If you consider descriptors like 'pretty' or 'cute' to be feminine, I'm okay with stuff like that!-Please ask me for permission before using my art or content I made anywhere! At the very least, credit me very blatantly.-In regards to using my art, HARD STOP on using my art for AI or for personal profit. DO NOT use my art in AI generation, or for AI generators. DO NOT use my art for personal profit. If you are making a project and my art is included, please let me know and I will let you know if I can OK it based on the subject matter and how/if you will financially/monetarily profit from it.-Don't say weird things about me, ya goof!!! Weird as in sexual things, complete lies that aren't even funny, stuff like that. That's a "We're two friends having a silly conversation together" thing only!!!-I am terrified of being told I'm wrong by A LOT of people!!! If I heck up, please check if someone has said something about it yet. If you have extra info or resources for me to look at, present them kindly in DMs!!! I may be sensitive, but I will always want to learn more to become a better me!
Do Not Follow If...
-You're hateful toward any race, ethnicity, sexuality, gender identity, disability, and similarly associated identifiers one may use for themself. (As long as that identifier doesn't mean hurting anyone in any form and/or hating the previously mentioned minorities)-You ship/allow problematic ships (Pedophilic ships, incestual ships... I'm anti-censorship to be clear! But if you see either of those as ATTRACTIVE or an IDEAL... That's where I draw the line, that's not even remotely me being pro-censorship, that's a you issue and I'll stay here and you'll stay WAY over there...)-You're a pedo/map (It's the same thing)-You adamantly think Daniel did nothing wrong in regards to January 4th and/or you adamantly think the Plan3 boys did nothing wrong regarding their Discord server and more (If you don't know what this is in reference to, then it doesn't apply to you)-Not at all on the same level of all the others but I draw ship art, so that may bother you! I casually ship Stosuh and I do draw them romantically sometimes, obviously I don't take it serious, I'm not gonna be foaming at the mouth demanding them to kiss or something. I just think the ship is neat and I like it :) (And also I definitely project onto their fictional romantic relationship I wish they were me </3)
(Other things I ship that I can say for certain I have drawn romantically if not posted YET: Skephalo, Cucuhalo crickets that's it so far)